Today’s post is connected to the content of yesterday’s post, I spent my God time (you know, the hours between 3am -6am, when God awakens you each day just to spend time) with my Saviour reminding me again how “He’s Got My Life in the palm of His Hand”.
A message today will be the song He placed in my spirit. It brought me peace concerning the storms and the effects that are heading my way, which I will elaborate on at the end of today’s posting.
I serve a Risen Saviour, He’s in the world today
I know that He is living, whatever men may say
I see His hand of Mercy, I hear His voice of Cheer;
And just the time I need Him, He’s Always Near.
He Lives He Lives Christ Jesus Lives Today
He walks with me and talks with me,
along life’s narrow way.
I found so much refreshing peace in knowing and playing those words over and over in my head, this morning. He is living, even as we hear so many say there is NO God. Some refuse to follow even when they call His name, regardless of when and how they say it. They must know He exists or why would they bother to call His name?
I see His merciful hand in my life, but not just in my life, and the comfort and peace He rains down on me leaves me with a smile on my face that some say to me “why do you have that silly grin on your face?” It is God!
Right now, I cry out to Him, I need you Lord, Help me, He is right here. I read the effects that are coming from my future treatment schedule, and dread, and mourning has nearly overcome me physically. Thinking that by this time next month, I will not only be so sick, but have been ordered to not give into the sickness, because naturally when I am sick, I want to lay in bed, that has been strictly banned, because laying in bed, until sickness passes, will cause blood clots. In addition to being sick, before the third treatment, I will be bald. I am not grieving hair loss, but the thought of how that will occur so abruptly, was hard to comprehend, until God reminded with my Momma’s voice this morning, “you were bald when you were born, and it took a long time before you got hair:” When I heard that, it made me smile, my Momma is here with me, and for her to remind me of that…Just the time I need Him, Jesus is always near. I’ve been here before, and My Momma, and My Comforter, are walking with me, through Phase Two. Trust me when I say, My God Is Awesome.
I am not jumping ahead, and I am not disillusioned, nor do I intend to bury my head in the sand, this is my path, and look who is walking through this valley of shadows, up the rough side of the mountain, there is a Lily(Lillie) In the valley and she is bright as the morning star. Amen, Amen, Amen.